There are secrets we hold that can not be revealed. The revelation of said secrets can sometimes destroy those we hold dear. I fight with the thoughts and esteem of myself. My secrets are mounted high against the walls of my heart. Secrets that I want to reveal but if I do will alter my current reality. So I sit and ponder on these things in my heart. Advice that Mary from bible times of old taught me. Although we should all be open, everything lawful is not expediant.

I wait. I feel I will know soon enough.