Miss my hubby ma! Thinking about stuff and am so happy I went through all that I have and feel totally blessed because God made me stronger than I ever gave myself credit for. Healthy, GREAT Fabulous 5 kids! They get on my nerves sometimes,... but wouldn't replace. Great sisters Rayeanne and Carmen. I thank God for my dad, want to see him too. Herm family. But I appreciate you prolly the most. You raised us to be strong and to know things will happen when you believe. I used to think my fairytale mentality was a weakness, but those dreams keep me moving sometimes. You went through so much to get where you are and so does everyone, but you are stronger for it! Now I am someone I love, because you instilled greatness in us! And I have been able to share that with my husband!! I never thought we would be here. Happy, healthy, together as a family..I am learning to be a friend. I got friends that I have had for more than 2 years and that is not something I have ever done. But it is important...IDK, got a job that I love most of the time. Life is like a song...At last

I may not be perfect but I am in an 'At Last' moment. Going to Herm family reunion, and spending time with the people that didn't go. Then being able to go to a family reunion with my flesh and blood. That is huge! Sometimes, with it just b...eing us 3 for so long you feel out there by yourself. I have been reading the comments under the pic of the fam, and I don't feel like we are alone anymore! We got our family. It looks like those pics and the picnic touch everyone! No matter how life goes, family and friends are just that important...Victory people are family, my friends I consider my family. But it feels good to know I have family and lots of it!! And we are all not so different. It was so nice seeing you ChaCha slide and smiling, because I know that was a completion for you too! Despite life issues, it is a good time for me right now!! And I am just taking it in and enjoying it! ♥ ya