The bible says that (in my own words) "my people perish for a lack of knowledge", and for 31 years I have only looked at that in a physical, financial way. Tonight God showed me something, yes he speaks to sinners too. When you don't attempt to get to know your loved ones or people in your life, the same thing applies. Family bonds are broken and torn because people don't take the time to get to know each other. This weekend I took the time to get to know my husband's family. People that have in my personal opinion.."offended" me throughout the years. But I realize it is partially my own doing, for not stepping up and trying to get to know them. For prejudging them and judging some of their actions for my perception of these situations. I am very sorry for that too. I enjoyed my weekend, and do feel closer to those I was not close to. There are still that few that can kiss my ass, but frankly, I think I will try next chance I get.

I thank God my mother in law had Aunt Scoop invite me. The kids were interviewed by the family and by the end of the weekend people knew their names and talked to them regularly. And you know, I think my husband was the proudest of everything.

D0n't miss out on love people, because in the end that is the only thing we really have!!