I woke up this morning, in rare form, awake before it was time to get up and get dressed. Although, I knew my meeting would be great, I was nervous. It seems there is so much going on in my life and head right now. And I just want to know what the meaning of it all is.
People often say if you are not living according to a master plan you are not living, but I do enjoy the sporadic incedents of my life. Being a mother and wife is important but that is not all that I am. I am a worker, a daughter, a sister, a friend, and a motivator to a lot of people; but who motivates me.
Some people question your sincerety in situations, but don't understand you spend the better part of your night waking up thinking, processing situations that occur. I live in the past, but I live for today. There is no meaning in that. My task is simple. Not only live everyday like it is my last but find purpose in what I am living. Beyond parenthood.
Oh well. Good luck to me. Maybe one day I will figure it out!
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